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|You (NODDY) are 'playing the human rights card'. LOL !!! You are the biggest 'offender' against human rights (that's why I raised the question with Ka-beer today). You have denied Gene Poole his human rights in your vendetta against him. You undeservedly/unfairly attack his character (Noby, it's all in your mind) all over the worldwide net. Devayana got fed up with you and pulled the pin here.||
|You are trying to say that your site here (nOby) is the last bastion of
human rights. WRONG. It is here that you harass the innocent like Gene. I
don't harbour any grievance against Gene Poole because I said what I wanted
to say. It's not about taking him down, humiliating him all over the net - I
feel that's how someone who has problems behaves. Remember how I argued that
Gene's letter be placed next to my right of reply on those webpages you made
up of Celticmoondance, in
order to be balanced. Balanced --- not over the top in anger and hatred like
the poison ooooozing out of Noby's mind. In fact I like Gene Poole and feel
that he does a very good job on non-duality salon. I feel it's an
intellectual site, though, and that's fine (horses for courses).
As I understand from your writing, your father had an affair with your mother (a teenager/an immature young girl). His first wife, the mother of his first two sons, suicided (according to you?) leaving the way for your father to marry your mother. You stated on obb-sannyas that your father would never talk about his first wife's death.
Your natural mother treated her step-children differently from her own children (the two little bereft boys, without their mother to protect them, were given margarine whilst Noby enjoyed butter). You stated that your half-brother committed suicide with a gun at the age of 21.
Why do I care? For me, the biggest crime would be to fail as a mother. I feel you have failed as a father due to your example in thought, word and deed and, especially, the lack of love in your heart. I feel it's almost too late as you are beyond middle age and are now entering your senior years/dottage. You could be struck down with a stroke and be left unable to speak and immobile, and requiring someone to wipe your bum for you.
Being a commune mother isn't important to me. What matters is I am a successful mother to my own son. I didn't leave it too late and did the hard yakka in earlier years in order to intuit what he needed, as a unique individual, to encourage him to be independent and free. Your relationships are co-dependent Noby.