again you leave us?
I always miss your mails when you are not here. And it's true, you give too much energy in your word work, and then you're bound to get annoyed that your seeds don't fall on fertile earth.
Somehow often I perceive you as a 'spiritual' giant, trying to be a simple guy, giving your best to get to the point and to get the other to the point.
And then again you come accross fucking arrogant, when you're not understood, when your serious attempts are made jokes of.
But see, this jumping in, jumping out is your kind of kindergarden play. It's like the boy says: 'Fuck you all, bloody bastards, you're all far too stupid for me to waste my energy on you, I don't play with you anymore."
Some more lightness in here would be great - and it would also help your body (*grin* go, see my website *grin*). For me it's a loss when you go, and this list is much more empty without you. You are one of the rare sincere, authentic and integer people I've come to know.
And this - sometimes - school masters finger is much more enjoyable than the fuck finger you show now again. Aren't you tired of this? You could also take a break without this Primadonna attitude...
Winter time is over now - bears don't sleep anymore, they only rest once in a while *yaaaaahn*...
Cheerio - d
Winter time is over now - bears don't sleep anymore