|40 days ago my week end voyage has explored this beautiful „Wulf
Walk Lake“second time. Returning from this little journey my friend
and colleague for more than 15 years was gone. Once again we had to say
“Good Bye” for ever in one of these sad, sad funerals.
Old age is coming closer with great steps, when people around leave you forever. In 20 years of my job four young colleagues have gone forever. In this financial crisis the company is in trouble. Some more young colleagues have to leave, because the owner expects more profit. Loosing your loved ones, loosing your job, catastrophes like the collapsing financial industry or the oil disaster in the Gulf of Mexico is controversy in reality! An E-Mail quarrel is controversy in fantasy. When people not even can stand controversy in fantasy, how will people stand controversy in reality?
my young colleague and friend "Wolfgang" gone forever
An E-Mail quarrel is controversy in fantasy.
|My E-Mail friend Prem da Gaff from Texas celebrated his birthday
last week. He send an impressive letter with one of his last paintings.
Prem da Gaff is too old for e-mail quarrels. My age climbs up to 70; his
age has already passed seven decades. But most important: Prem da Gaff
is not a controversial guy, he is a man of peace, understanding. Maybe
that’s the reason why, Prem da Gaff stays as friend of mine for many,
many years in our e-mail group
firstname.lastname@example.org. And this is his
From: gaffar <itisthisness at earthlink.net>
Prem da Gaff is a) from Texas and b) an old man and c) writing a mail to
another old guy. When you are talking to children in love, for sure you
have to talk nice nonsense to console them. For no reasons these tender
sweet little girls and boys will have to know early enough, how
controversy and cruel life can be. My experience and therefore my
opinion: The ones, who escape and avoid this tough, harsh, hard reality,
cultivate illusions and sweet little lies. When these tender kids never
grow up they remain retarded until the hammer comes down! But now lets
enjoy nice nonsense to bring our beautiful babies in bed to dream for
the next 1000 days, years and lifes:
Because I am so
certain about it, that's why I can play -- that's why I can say, "Look
for a living master." I AM SO CERTAIN ABOUT YOU. My trust is
absolute about you -- that's why I can say, "When I am gone, don't be
bothered with me: look for a living master."
Feeling these words like a flower alive in my heart.....
...my search for sense is like from a dead dwarf in a salt mine of tears!
"Untersee" - way back via
Steiermark - Dachstein