Tue Feb 5, 2008 9:03 am 

IF

Ozay admits finally to his disease ridden appearance;

 then i will show you my profile in a dating site to give you an idea of how i really am ! I'm a farmer here in north east Tasmania...i plough the land and work the dirt;wondering when i'm going to end up in it ! i'm riddled with diseases and war wounds from the vietnam saga,now in the distant past, although flashbacks and hot sweats are always with me from the torture .I'm rich now ...more money than sense...but i crave the decadence of vietnam where a woman official broke me into a crying frightened little boy and nurtured me into perfect obediance and addiction to her .i became her slave and now over twenty years later i still serve her in my mind although she is in the past and long gone....blown up by a handgrenade yet somehow still ruling me in fear !Now like a vagabond, i search from mistress to mistress the entire globe .. my search for that special woman with the oriental flavour that crushed my will and balls into perfect servitude ...is there one who will satisfy ? I have spent over one million dollars so far and found them not cruel enough ..not motherly enough just not experienced enough !I am old now ..tilling the land; a man of wonders and wanders...will i find her before i start pushin up daisies ? Leviticus 12 verses 15 to 25 the tiller of the ground shall not look towards the heavens and shall to the dust of the earth return etc. so i havn't got much to look forward to ! Because i've been led into addictive sin.. my salvation has gone; because of the lewd acts i was made to beg to perform ...i am condemned ...i desire those things in life which are abomination to the lord and cannot but make a desperate search for one last lewd act with the right mistress !

make a desperate search for one last lewd act